Since January, I have ate completely different. MORE. but also CONSISTENT. and guess what? I have MAINTAINED the same weight as when I starved, purdged, binged.
Its quite amazing really :)
But Im not satisfied with myself still. I have LEARNED that it doesnt pay to starve. But I haven't learned to love my body. I dont have a drastic weight loss goal as before... of 90 pounds. But i want to be 100. Hopefully 110 for summer. Currently I'm 123. Yes... that hurt to say. But im glad its been a steady 123... and jumping around everywhere b/c of my habits last year.
love to you all. You are beautiful!
~a beautiful disaster
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